Coffee

O k,
when i wake up one of the first things, and i do mean the first thing I think of is 'coffee,' I mean there are so many possibilities and the one thing i only think of in the mornings when i wake up is a wake up coffee that kick starts you. and tomorrow this home schooler is going to be doing her school work in one of her favorite places, a coffee shop!!! yeah, i love coffee and i am able to focus better if i have my calming cup of coffee and my writing or drawing or reading, or if you want to be realistic i mostly will be doing geometry and chemistry...

ADD

Okay, who here has a sibling who has mental disabilities? I have reading dyslexia and have trouble focusing, so having a sibling with ADD and possible other things, I am very off track a lot. I also have a love for writing which takes focus, so you see my problem. him distracting me when I have a lack of focus its not helping!!!

So, here is a funny epic fail. I found I was registered to work woth little children, so im changing a bathroom cubical and accidentally drop my belt i was wearing in the un-used toilet. this was sunday and I had no choice but to wrap it in paper towels and put it in my beloved Panda back pack, i can tell this kinda happens a lot, not the toilet thing, but the clumsy fail thing, its comical most of the time.

Scene and seen

This blog is going to be about my life, my frustrations. there are many and I don't feel comfortable writing them in a note book where the people i know will find them, the likelihood of them finding them is very slime if its on the internet.

today went well, then i got home, and i felt horribly tired. to make matters worse I was faced with my family bickering about chores or lack of doing them. I know it sound dumb but i do my chores and there is nothing that motivates me to do them, i just do them. but my sibling is the opposite, they put it off so long its almost ridicules, I mean for instance, if they had a pet and lived by themselves  that pet my actually die of starvation, or at least be under weight drastically.
I am so happy to be in my room, its like the one place i can be where there is nothing wrong, except when there is somebody yelling out side my door.