Wednesday, March 27, 2013

To the broken

We have all endured hardship in one way or another, at different levels.
my story,
I grew up in a loving home. I never truly lacked for anything, but when I moved to a different home, a different state, I saw something I wasn't suppose to. I was little at the time, but I remember so vividly. needless to say, I was abused after.
I never understood what truly happened until I turned 14, then I got wind of depression.

I'm here to tell you that I could have stuck around in that area, wallowed in anger and reopening those wounds, but I didn't. Something that was intended for bad, although still wrong, does not run my life. I wage war with it every day.
  • Do I feel used? yes
  • Do I feel broken? yes
  • Do I feel alone? so much
  • Does that make me who I am? no
I have been made a stronger person. I will admit I have contemplated, and even done self mutilation, you feel nothing and all you want is to feel something again, or you want that pain to code the pain of your mental state. I will be honest, when facing that area, whether from past events, bullying, or just feeling hopeless, you are not alone, not saying 'Gosh you cry baby, your not the only one who's gone through bad things!' but saying there are those that know what your feeling, you are not alone. everyday you wake up, every moment you breath, you live in defiance of those who hurt you, maybe bullied you, and those who said you could never do anything right.
I will say one thing we as humans need is hope.
and I will also point out that with Faith comes Hope. I'm pointing to something more, if you want to know where I'm going with this leave a comment please.
I listening.

Friday, March 22, 2013

A webisode

That would require me to me good on camera, I'm not, I turn in to a spaz, not the entertaining kind, I studder and slur my speech, if you've ever seen my youtube videos you would see I'm, noto good at them. I blame my camera all the time, and the fact that I don't have a microphone, but truth is I'm not good with doing sketches, or any sort of videos. maybe if I planned something out, but I planned my podcast, and that turned out pretty sad, you can hear it if you want to :D enjoy my failure, If you think it's better then I thought. 

Thursday, March 21, 2013

My Adobe sound booth experience

I was making a Podcast for school. It is a decent program, I am not a big Radio personality, but I did, I 'stole' the show, The Riot from Radio U, it was ok, I'm not confident on the mic, but it's a good tool.
tell me about your experience in sound booth! love to hear form you guys.

Friday, March 15, 2013

My writing

I have mentioned I'm writing a book, or 2. I am at the point of adding and subtracting from the story and fixing grammatical errors. I am at a standstill. My book is just sitting there with nothing being done, it's not even published. I'm stuck, can anybody give me some of their input on what to do? comment please!

Thursday, March 14, 2013

3.14 or Pi day!

π=the number 3.14159265359 or 22/7, today is 3-14. Happy Pi Day
I think you guys should celebrate with a slice of pie, 
or you could some math with C= πd or A=πr2
I just geek out on days like this.
have a good 3.14 day or
π day ;)

Monday, March 11, 2013

Kristen May ft in Flyleaf

K.M. is from the band Vedera, she is taking the place of  Lacey Sturm,  a solo singer and does shows and conferences with her husband Joshua Sturm. Lacey stepped down from about 10-15 years with Flyleaf. Kristen May is going to have a time getting through the first year of taking Lacey's place as lead vocalist. K.M. is on tour with Flyleaf right now. And to all the tone deaf people out there
New Horizons, Flyleaf's new CD still has Lacey singing, it was her goodbye album. So saying she doesn't sing half as well as Lacey when K.M. does New Horizons, you are sadly misinformed.
Lacey is on the cover see the difference!

Thursday, March 7, 2013

The week

When the week feels like it just wont end, it will, I feel like this week is just dragging on for every body, where I'm at it's ACT testing and that makes it feel even longer, all the juniors are gone, and those are some of my friends, so i completely understand. Guys the week will END! and I hope you enjoy your weekend!

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Colton Dixon, Thank you

I was loosing faith in the christian music world in their style and lyrics, my favorite band got a new lead singer and I thought I was loosing it, myself as a young musician, still learning,
Colton Dixon

Colton Dixon

is an American singer from Murfreesboro, Tennessee. He placed seventh on the eleventh season of American Idol. Wikipedia
Thank you Colton Dixon 

Monday, March 4, 2013

Terminological inexactitude

Terminological inexactitude

a phrase introduced in 1906 by British politician (later Prime Minister) Winston Churchill. Today, it is used as a euphemism or circumlocution meaning a lie or untruth.
Churchill first used the phrase during the 1906 election. After the election in the House of Commons on 22 February 1906, as Under-Secretary of the Colonial Office, he repeated what he had said during the campaign:
The conditions of the transvaal ordinance ... cannot in the opinion of His Majesty's Government be classified as slavery; at least, that word in its full sense could not be applied without a risk of terminological inexactitude.[1]
It seems this first usage was strictly literal, merely a roundabout way of referring to inexact or inaccurate terminology. But it was soon interpreted or taken up as a euphemism for an outright lie. To accuse another member in the House of lying is unparliamentary, so a way of implying that without saying it was very useful.

My Definition-Knowledge being abused and twisted into an inexact story
Where this happens-Everywhere
How to avoid-Not talking about what you do or do not know, sometimes the truth can be used like the game telephone. It spirals out of proportion. Avoid gossip.