Sunday, December 30, 2012

Merry Christmas!

To you all, what ever you believe, young, old, religious or not, Merry Christmas, and Happy New Years (Benedictio Dei Neo Anni! (sorry to you Latin people, I don't know it very well))

I Do not speak Latin at all, I googled the thing!
look it up if your curious!

Friday, December 21, 2012

Gun Fire

Throughout the ages violence has been a part of human nature, but before fire arms and other weapons that can kill in an instant, men had to work harder for deaths. Now in 2012 we have an issue, the gun, from AK-47s to a simple hand gun, these have added terror in our hearts. There was an article published in Wall Street Journal on October 23, 2012 stating that teachers should have a weapon for defense purposes only.
            Defensive-Used or intended to defend or protect: "troops in defensive positions". This prospect looks even more promising now after the tragedy of Sandy Hook Elementary in Newtown Connecticut. After a man fired on civilians, he left 27 death, 20 was children. People flash to the “What if?”s of the situation. Now with America in a war against herself, about weather of not we should have fire arms at all, or arm teachers, we find ourselves in a state of fear.
            Should we issue guns to teachers? Is this a correct action? Several months ago, a college professor went insane, in front of his students. He stripped himself of all his clothes, but his socks, and ran around the hall, his office, and his class room. The thought is humorous, but I don’t want to think what would happen if he had a gun. Also in a situation like Sandy Hook, it would have been a Godsend for someone in that school to have been armed.
            Where parents should feel safe about sending their kids to school and kids should not worry about who comes through the door next, schools have become a No Man’s Land. The safety is a big question, and the safety precautions become ridiculous. The question is what should we do?

Friday, December 14, 2012

Love Is

Love is; 
It does not envy
it does not boast-speak with pride or self satisfaction
it is not proud-haughty - arrogant - lofty - supercilious - conceited
It does not dishonor others-down talk, or bully.
it is not self-seeking-there is now physical gain from true love
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs-no list
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth-Love is grateful for truth
It always protects,
always trusts
always hopes
always perseveres.
True Love never fails...

True Love should be unconditional, no exceptions, no loopholes.
Love is not the way you feel when you look at somebody, but what you feel with your best friend, yes, that's love, brotherly love, sisterly love, also could be romantic love.

I think these people were on to something-1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Friday, November 30, 2012

Bloo not blue

So I was in class having a epiphany
"What if Bloo took over NYC"
That would be a scary moment. 

Sunday, November 18, 2012


my view of thanks giving, is a bit different then many of you all. in my world, thanks giving is a time where i clean the house so it can be neat for our dinner, then make food i should consume, and clean up after. I get some sketching in after dinner, if I am at my extended family's house. but if I am at my house I get to do dishes and then go off and be forced to think about what I am thankful for this thanksgiving. I am to negative to be thankful during the holidays. Christmas is close to the same, except I get stuff. my favorite holidays are Halloween, New Years, Easter, and, Christmas Eve, because there is nothing that involves me on my feet all day to get a meal i wont be eating much of and cleaning the house, because either we are all reading a story, watching something or doing some thing I enjoy most.
Hope you guys have a good Thanks Giving!
I hope I live through mine...

Friday, November 9, 2012

virtual made real

Tell me,
what justifies abuse? violence? I know that nothing material wise should, and yet, it does. tonight i watched some one charge over to someone who was inquiring about a video game, handling it. the other person forcefully yanked the game back and in term hurting the inquirer in the process.

to be honest, i never thought and addiction so minor would hurt someone physically, until know. this is caused not just because of video games, but by the thought of them being taken away. take into consideration what you really could live with out in life, what is not vital to your being and weigh that with the welfare of a person. what is more important then the people that surround us every day?
I only have one thing that comes to mind, but to be honest this thing, is the reason i live and breath now.

dont get me wrong, i know games, i know they are fun, but they are not vital to your life, nor should they be so important that you should hurt someone for them. they are simply an extra, something we do to enjoy ourselves. but even then should we take video games over a day with a friend, a walk, enjoying creation, and the simple joys that are important, and even vital to our well being. this, this is what I ask, are they so important that we overlook others?

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Relate-able song

Relate-able song, One Republic-Secrets
so basically, I really like that song, and I listen to the lyrics, but some how I didn't pay attention to the words. so I listened to it and realized why I like it, because it describes me completely.
And I am not exaggerating, I am a One Republic fan, not a stalker fan that stares at their twitter page for every time they say "our fans r awesome" or "our new albums out!"
I say Baaaakaaaa to that.
Baka Baka Baka Baka
Artists arern't gods

Wednesday, October 3, 2012


O k,
when i wake up one of the first things, and i do mean the first thing I think of is 'coffee,' I mean there are so many possibilities and the one thing i only think of in the mornings when i wake up is a wake up coffee that kick starts you. and tomorrow this home schooler is going to be doing her school work in one of her favorite places, a coffee shop!!! yeah, i love coffee and i am able to focus better if i have my calming cup of coffee and my writing or drawing or reading, or if you want to be realistic i mostly will be doing geometry and chemistry...

Monday, October 1, 2012


Okay, who here has a sibling who has mental disabilities? I have reading dyslexia and have trouble focusing, so having a sibling with ADD and possible other things, I am very off track a lot. I also have a love for writing which takes focus, so you see my problem. him distracting me when I have a lack of focus its not helping!!!

So, here is a funny epic fail. I found I was registered to work woth little children, so im changing a bathroom cubical and accidentally drop my belt i was wearing in the un-used toilet. this was sunday and I had no choice but to wrap it in paper towels and put it in my beloved Panda back pack, i can tell this kinda happens a lot, not the toilet thing, but the clumsy fail thing, its comical most of the time.

Friday, September 21, 2012

Scene and seen

This blog is going to be about my life, my frustrations. there are many and I don't feel comfortable writing them in a note book where the people i know will find them, the likelihood of them finding them is very slime if its on the internet.

today went well, then i got home, and i felt horribly tired. to make matters worse I was faced with my family bickering about chores or lack of doing them. I know it sound dumb but i do my chores and there is nothing that motivates me to do them, i just do them. but my sibling is the opposite, they put it off so long its almost ridicules, I mean for instance, if they had a pet and lived by themselves  that pet my actually die of starvation, or at least be under weight drastically.
I am so happy to be in my room, its like the one place i can be where there is nothing wrong, except when there is somebody yelling out side my door.