I will never...

1. Have to walk into a high school for a reason that involves myself academically
2. Have ride a school bus at 6:50 AM or 2:40 PM
3. Have a teacher freak out about me leaving a room without a pass or permission
4. Have to go to high school for myself
5. Have to write a term paper for my teacher/parent
6. Have to explain my lack of good grades to my principle/parent
7. Have to make sure my hem line is a certain length or have the straps on my shirt be 3 fingers wide.

If you ever

If you have ever been abused and you parents didn't know,
Tell them, today I was talking to my mom and made a reference
to that and I finally told her, now she feels like it was her fault,
and she's morning for me when it was so long ago, and I have
already forgiven that person for that,
I went through that last year, that was when I realized what happened to me.
it is good for them to know, and to know it's not their fault.

Rabbit trail
 What triggered my memory last year is a very inappropriate situation
happened 3 years ago and it gave me a flash back. I addressed this last year at age 16
and I had addressed the alone physically, I had God with me that whole time.
That is why I believe in God, that is why I am who I am now, that did
not determine who I am today, but I grew from that experience.

Welcome

We have all failed at something, all done something stupid, so in the words
from Rudolf  the Red-Noised Reindeer and Sam's from The Perks of being a Wallflower.
"Welcome to the island of misfit toys."
we all have messed up and have been misunderstood, but the faults of other people is not
for us, we can stay in the valley of despair and be depression on this little island we're on or we can get over it and go to the fun places.
being weird and different is... different, but it's also fun.
there is more then not fitting in, we were not made to fit in.
there is more then that worthless gold that all you can get is those bones.

So my I say, Welcome to the Island of misfit toys, We don't fit in, but that's okay.

Whosoever

Who hurt, were broken, felt alone.
Whosoever has fallen hard,
you are seen,
you aren't alone,
we are here,
we are listening.
There is no judgment, there is nothing left but to relate.

Survival guide for Homeschoolers going to highschool/college

• Talk, strike up a conversation with people in your class, its just as awkward for them to not know anyone as you don't.
• Choose good friends, observe how people act and react, people watch basically, but not at the point of stalking.
• Do not assume! basic friend rule do not tell secrets assuming people know, you could start gossip.
•  Keep an open mind, if a teacher or classmate has different beliefs, take it with a grain of salt so to speak, not everyone will agree, keep your standards and take from what you learn every day.

the basics is use common since!

Pursue

pur·sue 

/pərˈso͞o/

Verb Follow (someone or something) to catch or attack them. Seek to form a sexual relationship with (someone) in a persistent way.

Synonyms follow - chase - hunt - prosecute - track

I am persueing God.

Script writing

Reticently I have been webisode planning for a school project, and it's fun, but it's also a lot of work
I am doing the webisode with a partner, and it's painstakingly irritating.
all I can say is have it all written up by the time you need to type it up, and know the end before you know the beginning, We didn't do that. Knowing the ending makes script writing a little easier.

I will be featuring the webisode on my Youtube channel, enjoy.