To the broken

We have all endured hardship in one way or another, at different levels.
my story,
I grew up in a loving home. I never truly lacked for anything, but when I moved to a different home, a different state, I saw something I wasn't suppose to. I was little at the time, but I remember so vividly. needless to say, I was abused after.
I never understood what truly happened until I turned 14, then I got wind of depression.

I'm here to tell you that I could have stuck around in that area, wallowed in anger and reopening those wounds, but I didn't. Something that was intended for bad, although still wrong, does not run my life. I wage war with it every day.

• Do I feel used? yes
• Do I feel broken? yes
• Do I feel alone? so much
• Does that make me who I am? no

I have been made a stronger person. I will admit I have contemplated, and even done self mutilation, you feel nothing and all you want is to feel something again, or you want that pain to code the pain of your mental state. I will be honest, when facing that area, whether from past events, bullying, or just feeling hopeless, you are not alone, not saying 'Gosh you cry baby, your not the only one who's gone through bad things!' but saying there are those that know what your feeling, you are not alone. everyday you wake up, every moment you breath, you live in defiance of those who hurt you, maybe bullied you, and those who said you could never do anything right.
I will say one thing we as humans need is hope.
and I will also point out that with Faith comes Hope. I'm pointing to something more, if you want to know where I'm going with this leave a comment please.
I listening.

A webisode

That would require me to me good on camera, I'm not, I turn in to a spaz, not the entertaining kind, I studder and slur my speech, if you've ever seen my youtube videos you would see I'm, noto good at them. I blame my camera all the time, and the fact that I don't have a microphone, but truth is I'm not good with doing sketches, or any sort of videos. maybe if I planned something out, but I planned my podcast, and that turned out pretty sad, you can hear it if you want to :D enjoy my failure, If you think it's better then I thought. 

My Adobe sound booth experience

I was making a Podcast for school. It is a decent program, I am not a big Radio personality, but I did, I 'stole' the show, The Riot from Radio U, it was ok, I'm not confident on the mic, but it's a good tool.
tell me about your experience in sound booth! love to hear form you guys.

My writing

I have mentioned I'm writing a book, or 2. I am at the point of adding and subtracting from the story and fixing grammatical errors. I am at a standstill. My book is just sitting there with nothing being done, it's not even published. I'm stuck, can anybody give me some of their input on what to do? comment please!

3.14 or Pi day!

π=the number 3.14159265359 or 22/7, today is 3-14. Happy Pi Day
I think you guys should celebrate with a slice of pie, 
or you could some math with C= πd or A=πr²
I just geek out on days like this.
have a good 3.14 day or π day ;)

Kristen May ft in Flyleaf

K.M. is from the band Vedera, she is taking the place of  Lacey Sturm,  a solo singer and does shows and conferences with her husband Joshua Sturm. Lacey stepped down from about 10-15 years with Flyleaf. Kristen May is going to have a time getting through the first year of taking Lacey's place as lead vocalist. K.M. is on tour with Flyleaf right now. And to all the tone deaf people out there
New Horizons, Flyleaf's new CD still has Lacey singing, it was her goodbye album. So saying she doesn't sing half as well as Lacey when K.M. does New Horizons, you are sadly misinformed.
Lacey is on the cover see the difference!
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The week

When the week feels like it just wont end, it will, I feel like this week is just dragging on for every body, where I'm at it's ACT testing and that makes it feel even longer, all the juniors are gone, and those are some of my friends, so i completely understand. Guys the week will END! and I hope you enjoy your weekend!