Who knew...

Who knew...

Who knew that I would stop writing here because of a posting failure...

Who knew that I'd spend more time with kids then adults...

Who knew they'd steal my heart...

Who knew I'd want in Motherhood more after all this time and work...

Who knew I would be driving so much later in life..

Who knew that I would be where I am...

Who knew I'd turn down dates...

Who knew...

Who knew I love not conforming...

Becoming a Girl...

Growing up, I was a very girly girl, but along with liking pink,
and loving to wear dresses, I also was very much into playing in mud and climbing trees
soooooo... yeah, now I leaned toward the more girly side, going to ballet classes
and liking the whole DIYing doll clothes stuff, I loved Little House on The Prairie books.
Me now... I play video games, I make dresses but I don't wear them, I don't touch my hair if
I can get away with it, I don't wear much color, I'm girly but not... it's just strange
I'm good at being myself, whether I'm girly or not, I'm myself and that's the best thing
I could ever do.

I still like to think I'm tomboyish, but that I find isn't really the case much anymore, now I'm just
back to dancing, I want to do more with guitar, doing dress stuff, and am missing my
writing and drawing. I long for the days I was younger, climbed trees, ran around in the forest, and enjoyed playing in the dirt.

At the moment I am snowmobiling a bit even though it' really warming up now, and
am helping my friend with her Prom dress, what I want to know now is how the Prom got
it's name... let me know if you know! :) (rabbit trail!)

Making Videos...

If you didn't know this already, I do an occasional youtube video, and my New Years resolution was to make a video a week. That means I am still dedicated to do so. It's a one month dedication and I am sticking with it so far.
First thing I would recommend is to play your video, put it in writing. I have an idea book just for that purpose, and it's full of ideas but no structured plan. The new videos I'm doing are structured and they are turning out a lot better then the original videos. So plan, even if you're vlogging, at least play what you're talking about a little. Randomness is nice but in moderation.
Second, speak up, it's important to be heard, especially if you don't own a proper microphone, then you have to be loud enough to reach the mic on your camera.
Last, have somebody take look at some of the material if you're new to the video stuff, because some stuff might be hilarious to you, but stale to someone else.

let me know if this was helpful or if there are some subjects we should cover, I would enjoy this being more of a conversation blog then a just my thoughts blog. there's a comment bar, go ahead, you won't kill anybody, say anything, :P

-ParkerXXXX

Back to school... again.

I am a college student at the moment, and am extremely excited about another semester... no, not really, my excitement is surprising (sarcasm!) I am just realizing I really don't care for school, out of high school or not. Being a Freshmen, and being there for my second semester, so not a vet, but getting there. I am on the verge to start, but don't want to, and don't want to, I'm also going to work during that duration of time, so I'm not to excited about it, my job has nothing to do with the field I'm going into. On to the lovely life, I'm having a hard time going through the whole individuality thing, because I don't know if it's just me being insecure, but I find it extremely troublesome trying to feel good about wearing the stuff I DIY just for me, in high school, I loved dressing my own way, but now, it's challenging to feel good about wearing stuff I love to, in the beginning I loved it, I wore a corset I made over a t-shirt, and it looked good, sweaters fit great, and I had a blast.
Now, I am halted. I feel it's both me realizing me dressing according to my position, not my age, but also my after season out of shape feeling. I really wasn't in any better shape at the start then I am now, but now it's just the after Christmas vibe. So, that's what's up, How's it going with you guys? let me know.

The Song of a New Year

the year's go by and by, and we wonder where the end is nearly every day, but once a year we receive a list of endless possibilities, things that can change.
One thing that always goes on my list is Loose Weight,  and Eat Better. 
This year is rather similar, the first semester of college also got me to think Study More, Work Harder, and don't settle for a B. In the words of Adande from the youtube channel Swoozie, "I want to out do myself." my new year's resolution, to out do myself.

Comment what you're doing, lemme know!

-Parker

Tolerance-freedom to voice opinion...

There's this thing called tolerance, and we are supposed to tolerate nearly everything, unless it's a view, then you're either wrong or right, there is no "That's your opinion" there's only "Your wrong and I'm right." I find it ridiculous that we have to tolerate being persecuted all the time, for choices of opinion, Phil Roberts voiced an opinion and he is being given a probationary period, because of his opinion, He wasn't voicing fighting words, just stating what he believes. If I couldn't voice my opinion because someone doesn't agree with me, then that means were back to being put in a box, it is wrong to be denied the right to voice your opinion. After all we do this everyday on social media, and everybody else retorts, but we don't kick people off because they said something we don't like.

Christmas 2014

Although the big holiday is coming really fast, it feels so far away, as if it doesn't have any joy in it anymore. Let's put the Joy back in Christmas America, UK, Canada, Euros, We can do this! all this hubbub is really pulling down on the Christmas celebrating. Cleaning houses, buying groceries, all this stuff leads up to the Christmas season, but don't forget to enjoy your hot coco break, and think about the reason for the season, if it's family fellowship, don't put all the material things ahead of them, Eat some dinners at the table as a family. Most College student just want to come home and do nothing, because they are aloud, the just sit around and be with their family, so don't just wait until Christmas, sit down with your house hold, and enjoy each other. Merry Christmas, one and all.